I've been thinking about my life a lot lately and have come to a conclusion,
LIFE SUCKS.
No matter how many times you try to tell yourself that somebody else has it worse. Or your lucky you have your life that good. Regardless if you haveing so much money you could whipe your a** with it or being so dirt poor your wearing trash bags for clothing, all people lives suck. Some peoples more than others.
Some weeks you think "aw this is awesome, life isn't so bad I guess," then next week "awww....F***!" But yea thats life. Life is really just a slow process of dieing. So right now if your reading this your dying right now. Slowly. Very very slowly.
Also I've been thinking about, you know when your little and you can't wait to get older so you can do whatever the hell you want? It seems like that was only a week ago that I was a kid who just wanted to be grown up. Now thinking back, growing up sucks. Which we all have that thought one point in our life. When your older you think back about yourself as a kid wishing to be older and then one day, when your just sitting in your room in silence this thought comes to you. You just want to be a little kid again. You don't want all these responsibilities, worries, and all out junk you have to deal with in your life. I'm only 15 and I'm thinking about this now. Life goes really really fast. You don't think it does but when you think about it, it really really does. But we all have to except we're all just going to grow older and older till we die. I for one don't want to die of old age. I'd rather get in an accident or something. I guess you could say I'm afraid of getting older. I'm not afraid of death, I just don't like the idea of getting into my 20's or 30's. But I guess I have to except the fact that we all just grow old and die. Even if its not something you want to think about, thoughts like this just come out of nowhere sometimes.
Yea so if you read this you either think i'm insane or emo and I'd like to think i'm not either.
I just felt like writing this down. I really didn't want to save it onto my computer thinking my parents would think somethings wrong with me. And please, don't comment if you think "omg, stupid whiney emo/goth dumbass chick" That would just be a waste of my life span reading it and your life span writing it.
LIFE SUCKS.
No matter how many times you try to tell yourself that somebody else has it worse. Or your lucky you have your life that good. Regardless if you haveing so much money you could whipe your a** with it or being so dirt poor your wearing trash bags for clothing, all people lives suck. Some peoples more than others.
Some weeks you think "aw this is awesome, life isn't so bad I guess," then next week "awww....F***!" But yea thats life. Life is really just a slow process of dieing. So right now if your reading this your dying right now. Slowly. Very very slowly.
Also I've been thinking about, you know when your little and you can't wait to get older so you can do whatever the hell you want? It seems like that was only a week ago that I was a kid who just wanted to be grown up. Now thinking back, growing up sucks. Which we all have that thought one point in our life. When your older you think back about yourself as a kid wishing to be older and then one day, when your just sitting in your room in silence this thought comes to you. You just want to be a little kid again. You don't want all these responsibilities, worries, and all out junk you have to deal with in your life. I'm only 15 and I'm thinking about this now. Life goes really really fast. You don't think it does but when you think about it, it really really does. But we all have to except we're all just going to grow older and older till we die. I for one don't want to die of old age. I'd rather get in an accident or something. I guess you could say I'm afraid of getting older. I'm not afraid of death, I just don't like the idea of getting into my 20's or 30's. But I guess I have to except the fact that we all just grow old and die. Even if its not something you want to think about, thoughts like this just come out of nowhere sometimes.
Yea so if you read this you either think i'm insane or emo and I'd like to think i'm not either.
I just felt like writing this down. I really didn't want to save it onto my computer thinking my parents would think somethings wrong with me. And please, don't comment if you think "omg, stupid whiney emo/goth dumbass chick" That would just be a waste of my life span reading it and your life span writing it.
