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Sad feelings are getting to me.

I begin to look upon the sky for a last ray of hope shining through the thick blackness of hate and sorrow. The magical seal surrounded me within the night. It seemed like forever on those days when meeting one human that could yet again release the seal I put upon my self. My hair turned from the blondish ray of the sun to the blackest of night and back again to the shining light. Then...to yet again return to its nightly shade. Now I sit under these lunar rays, wondering, searching. Are they there? Can I find it? Are they searching for me like I for them? Can I truly make peace with those I care about and have them stay beside me forever?

How many things do I have to read and write to make what I wish to come true? How many years will it take for me or them to unite as one yet again? These things ponder within my thoughts. These feelings are like no other. To live within nature and yet still feel you are not whole.

I remember the time when the old races were here on earth. I remember when the earth changed because of the humans stupidity. I remember many things, and yet here I am stuck within this guise wondering what all humans wonder. Yet, I am human and yet I am not but I share their same emotions. They are not weak but strong, those feelings over power any possible curse one could cast. With every ounce of my being I carry on almost alone, still wishing for that one wish. I am not sad or happy, just alive and that feeling carries me on my own light within my world of darkness. Riding on the wings of moon light, forever in time.


Let it be known....humans are not alone.