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Well I'm another day closer to 22, and another day less happy about it. Do you ever just feel like your life is going nowhere??? Like you're stuck in the same place, doing the same thing...? I do sometimes. I've come to realize God has a plan for my life, but sometimes it's hard to see why I'm the way I am...I love my life, and the true friends I have, but something sometimes just feels like it's missing. I just want to for once in my life be happy with who I am and not worry about...Well...Everything. I give...I can't do this on my own anymore, and I'm tired of trying to be strong. I need God now, more than ever, and I give. I'm going to stop trying to fight, and do things on my own, and let God help me. I'm done doing things alone! Well...Just kinda had to get that out at 4:15 a.m. lol! Maybe I can sleep now. I love you guys, and thanks to my wonderful best friends for always being there for me. You are my rock, and without you...I don't know where I'd be.