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Okay first, this week has been pretty stupid. Everytime I try to be happy people keep messing it up for me! They make me feel bad for what I said in the past or even what I said out of being in a joking mannor. Then it leads into a serious conversation and we end up fighting. I don't understand this, its like everyone is on some type of period or something. stressed Whatever it is, I am trying to be happy for my self for at least once in my life and just about everyone is making it so ******** hard cuz they make me feel bad for what I did when I didn't even mean to do anything in the first place. It makes me feel like I am a bad friend. cry Well, if I am so ******** bad why do they stick around!!!? I helped them when they were down and this is how I get treated!!! I begin to wonder if people are truly friends or not by the way they been acting this week. -sigh-

I wish it would just all stop! emo