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Katelin Jacques

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I've been worried about dani. I know i should trust her, but i always thought i was too scared to slit. One time i got so negative a picked up a steak knife and put it to my chest. but then i couldn't move. I always thought i could handle the negativity, i thought i'd be fine. but i almost took my own life. that's why i'm worried dani. it's not that i don't trust you. i just think about when i was that way. I'm sorry.

Posted by: Katelin Jacques Fri Apr 20, 2007 @ 01:13am

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Fri Apr 20, 2007 @ 12:32pm

It's one thing to put a knife up to your chest and it's another thing to actually take your life. I'm not gonna do something so stupid as to take my own life. That's a great sin and I'll be dammed to hell.....I think. I don't know what happens when someone dies. I've always been curious about that.

Katelin Jacques
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Fri Apr 20, 2007 @ 12:33pm

It's one thing to put a knife up to your chest. it's another when you slightly ush in and you freeze watchinf the blood cling to your shirt.

FullMetal_D
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Fri Apr 20, 2007 @ 12:39pm

But I ain't gonna do that. I dun have the guts to do that. I hate pain....tho there are certain pains I like to feel.

Katelin Jacques
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Fri Apr 20, 2007 @ 12:40pm

Like? I'm just worried sis. i hate pain to. and yet if i hadn't stopped that night i'd be dead. i wanted to kill myself. but i just couldn't move.

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Fri Apr 20, 2007 @ 12:59pm

Like you have a small cut on your hand or finger and when you poke at it, it hurts but not a lot. I'm not gonna pick up a knife and kill myself. Long ago I did think about doing that but I never did. A lot of people think about killing themsevles. Almost everyone does.

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