Feeling switching from nothing to a deep sadness of longing for something that isn't there. That person continues to live on in happiness while I am left with nothing. No one can help, not even I can help. Nothing cures a broken heart but love its self. Only this time it was much worse then I thought. It affects me physically now, like my heart aches. I don't want him, I don't want anybody, I don't even want life. Yet, I cannot kill my self so I continue to live as the living dead. I am dead inside and it just doesn't seem like anything will ever change that.
All those happy people out there never think of the person who is the one suffering. I am sure I could have it worse but nothing compares to emotional strain, nothing is more painful then that. Those who read this...you can do nothing for me. I just shall remain living and be the way I am until the time is right for it to change. But I my self do not have the choice of that change...
I await forever...into the eternal twilight of my life feeling this emptyness of the pain left behind. cry
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I feel ashamed of myself for not being able to say anything or being able to help >.<