|
I am love crazed
Many would be sick of hearing this. Many would tell me to stop it.
Others would think is it worth it?
Yes. All of it is. I'm going to put on one of the opening pages to my manga something dedicated to... a certain someone. ~__^
For giving me the gift of love. To tell the truth I had lost meaning of what it was to love. So writing and drawing my manga Angel of Neshoda was hard. YaoiPress wants a love story. Oh how hard it was for me to grasp the idea of a love story when I had not experienced it myself.
The opening of the story starts out with the uke's thoughts on love. The seme's thoughts are painful as well. But now that I know what it is to love, I think I have a better idea on how to write it. Staying away from getting too far into depth with what I have. I want to cherish it forever. I want to hold it close and glue it to my heart. Chisle it into my memory. It belongs there.
This feeling is intense. It's wonderful. Why throw it away?
All pains and worries are gone. I feel so much better today. Why? Because I spoke with Futil. Because I was able to comfort if not cry a little. I really do love you Futil. Always remember that.
---Today I worked out. All day.
I woke up, jogged a little, played DDR for two hours straight. Lifted weights and realized the only reason I've gained a bit of weight is because of a large patch of shoulder muscle. Looks kind of sexy to me. Ha ha, listen to me. I usually hate the way I look and I'm happy with one part of my body. Ha!
Back to working out tomorrow. I'm really getting somewhere with all this working out. *flexes* ^__^
|
