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[.Bastardous Whims.]
...I saw Heaven and Hell were Lies...

I finally got my demonic pitchfork the other day. I been questing for it for a long time. I guess I can safely say now my dream avatar is complete. Now I can comfortably quest for whatever I want after I reached my ultimate goal. Of course, thanks to Remmie for lending me a gentle hand.

Have you ever wondered what goes through peoples minds anymore? I do all the time. And its typically when nobody talks to me, and then out of no where, they ask how you are and then drop a shell on you. Which by all means.. If You hadn't talked to me in forever, and then only get a sense of coming around when you want something.. that upsets me. Because really... it just means you have no intentions of talking to me in the first place and... i am being used for that short amount of time. Like today for instance. Lumi imed me asking where Remmie was, and once he got what he wanted, the ******** sat his status on AWAY and never responded since. Heh... guess I do just exist for other's amusement... Its depressing and frustrating...

Anyway... I think im done ranting for the day..


Linkin Park:
In The End

It starts with
One thing, I dont know why
It doesnt even mather how hard you try
Keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
To explain due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down till the end of the day
Clock ticks life away
Its so unreal
You didnt look out below,
Watch the time go right out the window
Tryn to hold on
Didnt even know, I wasted it all
Just to watch you go
I kept everything inside
And even though I tried
It all fell apart
What its meant to be
Will, eventually be,
A memory of a time,
When I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesnt even matter...
I had to fall, to loose it all...
But in the end, it doesnt even matter...

One thing, I dont know why
It doesnt even mather how hard you try
Keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
To remind myself
How I tried so hard...
Dispite the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
Im surprised it got so far
Things arent the way they were before
You wouldnt even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end...

You kept everything inside
And even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to be, will
Eventually, be a memory of a time
When I tried so hard,
And got so far,
But in the end, it doesnt even matter
I had to fall, to loose it all
But in the end, it doesnt even matter

Ive put my trust in you
Pushed as far, as I can go
For all this
Theres only one thing you should know

Ive put my trust, in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
Theres only one thing you should know...
I tried so hard,
And got so far,
But in the end, it doesnt even matter
I had to fall, to loose it all,
But in the end, it doesnt even matter

...When i'm God, Everyone Dies...






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Remmie Re Liandris
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commentCommented on: Sun Apr 15, 2007 @ 10:30am
You are very welcome for the gold Otosan...and I told you that you are not paying me back D: I is onto your sneakyness...>>


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