Now I know how Kitty must feel; very dizzy and sick...
Anyway...OK STOP...sorry...it's just that I feel really bad about myself, and I really think about had my existence makes everyone completely depresed around me..and so I guess...that's why I always seem to be so happy...a pathetic cover-up for a pathetic life of mine. And that's why...I've always tried to keep myself distant from other people...but this year...just seems to make me into someone else...a completly different person...someone who will go beyond his/her breaking point until...no one wants to listen to you..and as I write this..I know that no one will ever read this...because who would ever want to listen to a loser like me.
But the funniest thing is that I can admit that...without getting all that emotional crap that all the *oh my life is so pointless, PITTY MY SOUL* kind of person would...I have accepted this so many times that...it doesn't matter how others may try to help...*not that anyone would anyway*...I would'nt see how they make myself such a generous, kind, or even caring person...oh sorry to waste your time on my pathetic life... burning_eyes
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I know what it's like to feel worthless, but giving up isn't what you should do. I made that mistake. Please, just try and hold on. We need you.
With love,
Ceira