TO MY MOM
you say you love me...but ever since you met this complete stranger who your now married to...youve ignored me...ive had to fend for myself...teach everything to myself...learn lifes lessons that parents have to teach by myself...its kinda ruined me-slouches in the corner,staring at an old picture of me and you-sometimes i wonder...maybe it was the other way around..that dad wanted me..not you..you said youd be there for me..but im invisible to you..you never help me...you just make it worse...youre not there to comfort me..hell sometimes youre telling me i told you so...a few times you even laughed and told me i was faking it...-my shirt soaked,i slouch further closing my eyes,getting colder-you sometimes didnt even believe i was suicidal...-drifts away,a crimson im sorry on my arms,drowning in a pool of regrets
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