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smiles arent forever



smiles arent forever
why pretend to hide
what i feel
why pretend to smile
when im crying every night

they say your not worth my tears
but in my heart i feel your
worth every penny
do u deserve better?
or am i just lying

i dont understand
am i humane to you
make me feel
invisible
make me feel...

you make me feel nothing
but thats becuase
thats how you felt
was there anything
but snow in your heart

i try to think
why i loved you
why i care
why i cant leave you
why do i say things

they ask me why
but i come with
nothing in my mind
but my heart dissolves

but keeps me hanging
when im with u
my smiles dont last for ever
but my bleeding sure dose
cause like they say smiles dont last forever.