( I USE THE RING AS A MAJOR EXAMPLE IN THIS JOURNAL, lol. )
You know, I can't listen to music at night by myself. People usually find it relaxing, but I don't. I get paranoid. I'll hear things in the music, and think that it's in my room. I'll pause it, hear nothing, let the air get tense, get MORE paranoid, turn the music back on, and it happens all over. So basically, I don't listen to music by myself at night anymore. At all. And, I was thinking, why was I scared? What makes me scared? So what, I hear noises? Is there GHOSTS in my house? There is? How am I sure? I saw it? What if it's the mind playing tricks on me? Mental disorder? Then, should I be put in a Psyche Ward? Mental hospital? For seeing "things"? "Ghosts"? If so, then, should everyone who said they saw a ghost be put in a mental hospital? Why? What if a lot of the people that saw or heard things in a Psyche Ward believed they were ghosts? That would be like taking half the population of the world and putting them in a hospital. There wouldn't be enough space. See, what makes people classify a movie as a "scary" or a "horror" movie? What's so frightening about a little girl coming out of the tv? Is it how she looks? Is it because her face is discontorted? Her skin color? Then, that would prove how shallow we could be. Or is it the fear of her bringing someone death? But then, would you call someone dying in an action movie scary? No. I don't get it. Is it because we're scared that it can happen? CAN it happen? Can a little girl wanting to kill us come out of the tv? In the future, perhaps. Not in present day, in my house. Maybe scientists are that smart now? That they can make people go through tv's? Or, the fear of being taken away from your family, from something that isn't common? That if you suddenly dissapeared, and the police can't figure out what happened to you? That your dissapearence couldn't be explained? Or something as wild as finding you in a closet, drowned to death, with no way of that happening in the first place? Wanting your family to know how you died, or, would you even want your family to know how you died? Do you want them to be afraid? lkfajdsflkdsa. Tell me to stop thinking so much next time I make a journal like this. Kay? Kay. Shut up.
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I have that same problem, Enta! D;
So that's why I don't either. 3nodding
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