Why do I even bother? I hide my face, Hoping, Praying, You won't see the tears. I try and keep a smile so, you can't see my fear. I'm just a little kid on the inside, Waiting to get out. I feel rushed to grow up, and to get on with my life. I wish I was like a dvd remote so, I could slow things down. I wish I could tell you how I really feel. So you won't turn away thinking I'm ok. But I have to keep my smile on so you think that anyway. I stare and wander, What have I done with my life? I really can't tell you truthfully, because I don't really know. You say you love me, If that's the truth. Hold me and when I smile, ask me if I'm really ok. Because I know I'm hurting on the inside, and you should to.
Demon Girl from Band · Sun Apr 08, 2007 @ 07:12pm · 1 Comments |