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Omfg, blood was gushing everywhere from my arm as the blood vessel burst. It went all over the place!

I tried not to...but the strain of having all those feelings inside me clouded my judgement and the side of good that exists within me. The darkness over powering the light and making me do things. As I saw my own self cut my arm, my eyes turned as black as night. The creature of which I had created from my pain had come out this time and nothing was going to stop it! surprised

It enjoyed the pain and licked the blood off my arm. I floated there watching as this thing was in my body doing things to me and speaking in a weird tounge. Even though it was in a different langauge in that form I could understand it. It said "this time they will pay and no one will stop me" Then it did the laugh I never heard before...hissing while breathing heavely. It was like at all at once, a dark aura around my own body while my soul just floated there watching my darker self take over consuming every bit of pain left.

It loved the thrill of it...and even said once I came back in that it would do it to others if they didn't control them selves. It said no one ever loved me, that all they ever had done was give me pity because they felt sorry for me. It said real love didn't exist for my type of people and never will because its to powerful for an earthly form to handle.


This thing...was me turned evil and I knew it but my lighter self and consiousness exited my body before I could do anything about it and now I have this cut on my arm from where it shoved the knife in. eek gonk crying