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What I'm willing to tell
This is only for those who give a crap to how I seriously feel
Fighting
The sadness which my mind has inflicted on me sends my brain spinning out of control

I can't hold my head up to fight anymore

I've been beaten to the ground to many times

The taste of the dirt and mud still lingers in my mouth as I fall to the ground

Tears stained my cheeks as I tried to get up off the ground

You are the one that caused this to happen to me.

Stabbing my heart with the crimson colored blade you spoke with

With every single word you spoke,

that blade went deeper and deeper

The way you held me before made all my troubles go away

Now you hold my friends the same way,

even though we were never over

I watch from afar, my soul tearing apart...piece by piece

Silent tears are shed from my heart as I see your lips press against someone else's

I watch you come over and look at me like I'm some small figure,

nothing you should waste your time and breath on

Your shoulder connects with mine,

and before I can blink, I am once again face first on the ground.

The smack of tile as it hits my face, it numbed every nerve

I raised myself up as much as I could

Blood dripped from the side of my mouth to the floor,

Small red drips created a puddle below me

Around the puddle of red blood was a stream of clear tears

My brain pounded against my head as blood rushed through

I felt the last parts of my soul finally break apart

My life has no meaning now

I can't fight you anymore

This sadness is taking control

I can't hold my head up anymore

I just want to...

Die



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Just so you don't think I'm going to go shoot myself in the head and bleed all over the pretty carpet, this is for my homework and I want OPINIONS! Rawr...Oh, and tell me if you find a few similies and metophers...>.<...I don't even know if I slept spelled that right...






User Comments: [2]
Andrenn
Community Member





Mon Apr 02, 2007 @ 05:23pm


Wow. Very deep Jenn. You are great at this...I am not. I must say this: I bet you got one hell of a great grade on your homework ^_^


Citizen_Zero
Community Member





Sat Apr 07, 2007 @ 01:47am


hol-ee s**t...deep stuff.


User Comments: [2]
 
 
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