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i found a lump this morning at 5:30 am.....

i had mom feel it, she said it's a lump....

i'm going in on monday.....

wish me luck... and guess what.... i hope it's cancer....

i would risk having cancer to get out of this ******** body, that's how horrible this is....

funny thing is i know people who'd be offended by this in some way >.>

i don't care, i'm sorry it offends you but i really do hope it's cancer...

free mastectomey, and i'm gonna fight it like hell if it comes back....


ok ok even if it is cancer i'm still doing the right thing by getting the mastectomy so what's the problem?



course i don't even know if it is, so i guess you'll all know on monday... well no >.> i don't think i'll know by then, i'll just know what dr defrang (sp?) thinks i should do. so yeah... there it is..