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Thoughts of a Darkened Mind
Warning : Extremely depressing. Keep away from small rodents.
Welcome
Listen up, Alicia!!!!

am a product, of your conduct
The uncontrollable urges that made me have made us all
Are you proud? Do you even care?
You taught us all to lie, that's how we made it here

You should've buried the truth with your secrets,
But you were far too impressed with your pretence
Now as far as I know, I don't know anything
Cause you made damn sure, I wasn't anything

Distractions, Reactions
The only way to go is to go away
Discarded, Retarded
Before I let you go, you have to let me

Clawed away from human clay
We are the broken shards the art disarray
Before you condemn, you rape them
(Feed us meconium!)
stunt our growth from our souls to our throat
You shouldn't wall us up with your apathy
But you did and now you're only growing enemies
This is the catalyst, the alpha, the first breed
Cause you made damn sure, now we're everything

Distractions, Reactions
The only way to go is to go away
Discarded, Retarded
Before I let you go, you have to let me

Much to my surprise
I will wake up and follow the path of the ones i am made of.
This time I won't give in
I will save you from my sins

(What is wrong with this...Manipulation...Violence and Chaotic)

Ensconed in all that's wrong
I slam you shut, I can only take so much
How many times do I have to mistreat you?
constantly biting of my hand as I feed you
Maybe now you'll understand severity
I'll sum it up with the best of amount of brevity

Welcome to the transformation
Welcome to annihilation
Welcome to the man that wanted
Everything, but couldn't have it

Distractions, Reactions
The only way to go is to go away
Discarded, Retarded
Before I let you go, you have to let me

Much to my surprise, I'll wake up
I will wake up and follow the path of the ones i am made of
This time I won't give in
I will save you from my sins

Save you from my sins
Save you from my sins

I'm sick and tired of you giving me s**t! Just leave me the ******** alone! I haven't suck anyone on you, that was their decision! So kiss my a** youu whore! And I'm not gonna do anything but try to get you the hell out of my life! Go ******** yourself!!!!






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x~Adam~x
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commentCommented on: Wed Mar 28, 2007 @ 01:09pm
heart Wah, wah, wah. I'm a mad little boy. Watch me throw my temper tantrums. I claim to be emo to get attention. Look at all the pretty cuts on my arms.

You are a ******** hypocrite. Your ego is much bigger than you'd like for people to believe. Your always just rolling around in your own self-worth. Well, I have a newsflash for you: no one gives a s**t about you. How does it feel? Remember all those times when you'd remind me of how worthless I am to people? HOW DOES IT FEEL, SCENE KID!?

Please, just do everyone a favor and kill yourself. "You're not emo until you're dead."- that's what I've always said. You talk a lot. You talk about killing yourself all the time. But I've realized something- you don't have any real problems, because you haven't done it yet. This is only ******** High School. heart


commentCommented on: Wed Mar 28, 2007 @ 01:10pm
heart Also, your few groupies that you do have are retarded. Seriously. Crystal said she was going to jump me at Driver's Ed, and get like three other girls to help her. It takes four of those damn things to fight me!? Well, I sure do hope that had fun yesterday, because I was skipping Driver's Ed anyway. Also, it's not technically jumping someone if you tell them beforehand.

Last, I would like to take the time to state that I AM NOT a whore. You say that you're over me, but you lie a lot. I bet you're still just mad because I don't like you. Again, the world surely doesn't revolve around you, and it'd be a lot better without you. heart



x~Adam~x
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Psychochick19
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commentCommented on: Fri Mar 30, 2007 @ 12:30am
heart guess what alicia....nobody cares what you have to say!!!duh!!!!!if we cared....we'd ask you...guess what...we didnt!we dont like you!so just leave us all alone!!!!as for those of us who chose to get into this...you will regret everything mean you have ever said to dylan...he is a really great guy....and he doesnt deserve your crap...he doesnt want you any more...he has someone who he cares about who actually cares for him back...so do us all a favor.....and....SHUT THE ******** UP!!!!! heart


commentCommented on: Fri Mar 30, 2007 @ 12:39am
heart guess what b***h???the only b***h around here is YOU!!!! i hate you!!!get a life and quit trying to ruin everyone else's!!!!nobody CARES about anything you have to say!!!~i luffles you~ NOT!!!! ~huggles you~ NOT!!! heart lol



Psychochick19
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x~Adam~x
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commentCommented on: Fri Mar 30, 2007 @ 09:19pm
heart Tracey, no one asked you to butt in on this. Your spelling, grammar, and run-on sentences just prove how ignorant you are. So go eat a doughnut. heart


commentCommented on: Sat Mar 31, 2007 @ 11:29pm
Both of you CALM DOWN!!!!!!!



Lord Farious
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