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Lately my life has been jumbled. And maybe thats why i haven't been writing any in my book. I found out on wensday how bad it is too hold in your feelings,let me explain or tell whatever you call it.


For 2 years my real father hasnt been thinking that i'm his real daughter so we've had 2 tests done all come back positive i'm his daughter. He got another test on wensday, the other 2 tests were swabbed with saliva the third test he got he wanted me to p***k my finger. I HATE NEEDLES!!!!! So i said no and i walked to school. I thought about it all day, finally were leaving school and i turn to a friend and say "I need to stay at your house for a while" he says "ok". i call my mom and tell her what hapened she told me to stay at that friends house. I did my mom picked me up around 5:30 she said that the test my dad wanted to do was illegal cause he didnt have her consent. so redface poor nicky ((what i call my real dad)). on thursday i went over to nickys i told him i needed my stuff (text books) he said good get all your stuff give me my house key and have a nice life! so today saturday we got the last of our stuff (me and my moms) and put it in storage. lifes rough.