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Everything was all fine, until Mr. Norwood told us we couldn't be outside during lunch. It was raining, but I love the rain, and besides, barely anyone was out there so I could be by myself in peace. I'm always by myself at lunch. still haven't made any friends here and i've been here almost a year. In Guthrie, I was only their for half a year and made lots of friends. Florida is dumb, I hate it, except the beach. Florida is good for vacationing, but a crappy place to live. Anyway, so I had to go inside the cafeteria, a place I am unfamiliar with, I have never ate in the Cafeteria, just the Courtyard outside. so I stood there for 15 minutes looking like an idiot because I wan't with anybody. Being alone depresses me enough, I don't want to have to flaunt it about. "Look I have no Friends here, they all live in better states!" In my 3rd hour, Seth brought in a cake for his birthday which will be on Monday the 21st of march. mine is on Sunday. I used to like him, but not anymore. I thought I wasn't going to get any cake, which would depress me more. But thankfully I did. 4rth hour isn't that bad, I laugh alot there. Later, after school around 6 or so o'clock. I was reading this book called Jane Eyre by Emily Bronte. and I had completely lost track of time, I had a college class to go to at 7. I didn't leave until 7:20. I had already been absent twice because of the stupid college people who enrolled me. This is probably the 3rd, even though Iwas there, I was probably counted absent. One of the sheets the class received while I was gone I asked the teacher for after class. She then says she put them up and I should email her to send them to me. I asked her for her email, which she said was on her syllabus, which I had not received because the first two days of class I was absent because the stupid enrollment people. So I am to fend for myself and just search for her email somewhere, I finally found it on an internet site. Tomorrow is field day. I don't plan going. I didn't get those sheets I was supposed to fill out to participate in the events. So there is no point in going to school since classes are 20 or so minutes long, and you can't do anything if you didn't fill out those sheets. So I'll stay home bored or go there bored looking retarded again because I have noone to hang out with. But I so want to do something and have fun. The last time I had fun with friends was a long time ago, I don't even remember. Well enough of me complaining about how pathetic I am. Tchuss
 ~RAZI3L~ · Fri Mar 18, 2005 @ 03:22am · 0 Comments |
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