By the way, that Spencer dude doesn't talk to me anymore. I have no idea what I've done whether I annoyed him or scared him or what. I wish I could know. It's been 5 months since I talked to him. I see him all the time. Today I saw him in the library, he had to go in there for one of his classes and I was a TA during that hour. He was sitting at a table by himself (how pathetic). I started talking to his friend (I don't know if he still is his friend or not) but he doesn't talk to me either. What have I done? I'm so lonely and confused. Enough about how my life is boring and empty. I started to like this other dude named Jeremy. He's tall, slim, long brown gorgeous hair, brown eyes, he's so hot, he's got an indie style, he reminds me of Brandon Boyd (drooling) . He plays guitar too. I would stare at him at lunch, but since a new quarter at school has started I don't know if he has the same lunch anymore. I hope he does. There's this other dude that I like to look at. I think his name is Mike. He has long blonde hair, but now it's like in braids or dreads or something. He has beautiful blue eyes, I don't mean regular blue eyes which I don't really like, but these really weird blue eyes. He smokes though, and probably does drugs, oh well, it's not like I'm gonna go out with him or anything. I doubt I'll go out with anybody for that matter, I make everyone runaway like Spencer. I miss Spencer though, he was so sweet and nice. I think I gave the wrong impression because I wasn't acting like I normally do around him. Maybe I did something bad in a past life and i'm suffering for it, who knows.
 ~RAZI3L~ · Tue Mar 08, 2005 @ 01:26am · 0 Comments |
