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havent written a jurnal lately and im bored so i might as well schools ok i guess i dont really pay attention to the day its the same old routine go to biology sit there and listen to the teach get up go to speech sit there and listen to ppl do there speechs go to lounge for to periods cause i have two hours free so sit and watch my friends goof off and then i go to math and stuggle to pay attention and focus but the entire class of 20 wont shut up and then i go to english and do nothing and then do the same thing in history the only time i think i actuallly speak is during 3rd hour lounge and lunch and even in lunch its not that often i dont have any friends in any of my classes sept for study hall it doesnt make sense im still not used to the fact that this school has more kids in my grade than my old highschool had in its entire student body so im still not used to seeing my friends till after school hmm i dont know im just rambling i love routine but the school routines getting old

ive fallen into a rut i used to go out every night and stay out passed curfew and acutally did things on weekends now i just stay home and sit and read or go on the computer

has my life really become this boring has it really become so boring that i dread having to get up in the morning and do the same exact thing i did yesturday i was never the quietest girl in class in fact i was always the loudest now i dont speak a word i sit there and read my books and its amazing that im passing all my classes with bs exept for gym dont get me started on gym

whatever i should shut up now before i get myself depressed again but then again i dont really care if im depressed but whatever i seem to be saying whatever a lot i say it to everyone i dont know y i just dont care anymore well i have to go well i really dont but whatever