God, I am so bored with my life, nothing new ever happens, and if it does it only ends up ******** me over.
I got some sleep again.
After almost three weeks of not sleeping, I finally got some sleep. Now, all I can do is sleep all the time. I THOUGHT I had "Mania" but I don't really know, if you want to know what it is, search Wikipedia. HYPERSEXUALITY FTW xD
I don't know, my friends are stupiddddd. I have arrested three times in my short fourteen years of life.
I'm a mess.
I just want that extra. That person who can make me "Happy". Truly happy to the point of constant smiling. Or, just one person who is actually THERE. Not someone who spaces out, and won't pay attention, or will side with the other person, but then again, I want an honest person, and I just so happen to be a horrible person, so I think they'd pick the other side anyway.
I wish I didn't act like that sometimes.
I wish I didn't HAVE to be constantly entertained. I don't NEED anything, but I WANT and DESIRE something that can fill me. I don't know, no one seems to understand, but I don't think anyone on this planet could truly get to me, and understand me. The wall around my core will never drop, and I won't let them in for fear of something bad.
Just know, if I ever let you in, I love you.
I don't really know though.
I don't remember that feeling all that well. Love is a curse on me, everytime I feed it, it grows, and haunts me.
I just hope she won't take advantage of me again.
There are FOUR girls I REALLY like:
Mary
Meagan
This one chick...
Kayla Harris, I will never forget that name.
Enough of my gay rantings.
I just wanted this off my chest.
Whatever, bye-bye
I got some sleep again.
After almost three weeks of not sleeping, I finally got some sleep. Now, all I can do is sleep all the time. I THOUGHT I had "Mania" but I don't really know, if you want to know what it is, search Wikipedia. HYPERSEXUALITY FTW xD
I don't know, my friends are stupiddddd. I have arrested three times in my short fourteen years of life.
I'm a mess.
I just want that extra. That person who can make me "Happy". Truly happy to the point of constant smiling. Or, just one person who is actually THERE. Not someone who spaces out, and won't pay attention, or will side with the other person, but then again, I want an honest person, and I just so happen to be a horrible person, so I think they'd pick the other side anyway.
I wish I didn't act like that sometimes.
I wish I didn't HAVE to be constantly entertained. I don't NEED anything, but I WANT and DESIRE something that can fill me. I don't know, no one seems to understand, but I don't think anyone on this planet could truly get to me, and understand me. The wall around my core will never drop, and I won't let them in for fear of something bad.
Just know, if I ever let you in, I love you.
I don't really know though.
I don't remember that feeling all that well. Love is a curse on me, everytime I feed it, it grows, and haunts me.
I just hope she won't take advantage of me again.
There are FOUR girls I REALLY like:
Mary
Meagan
This one chick...
Kayla Harris, I will never forget that name.
Enough of my gay rantings.
I just wanted this off my chest.
Whatever, bye-bye
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