Ok journal, here's my problem. You know how I'm dating Speedy right? And I'm deeply in love with him right? Well...I'm starting to think that he might not love me back. I know, I know...I shouldn't doubt his love, but everytime he's online he doesnt leave me a message or a comment. I mean, I've left him TONS of them, but he doesnt reply back. I've even left him messages outside of Gaia.
What if he found someone else? Or got tired of me? Or is...cheating on me? What if he's purposly avoiding me?
He's leaving me feeling lonely and cold everyday he's gone. Even if it's just a single "hi neko" I'd be happy...but I've gotten nothing. And I cant ask him about it because he doesnt reply to anything else I do. So it would be pointless. I dont know what to do cry I just want to be loved.
He Loves Me. He Loves Me Not. He Loves Me. He Loves Me Not.
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PURPLE ~ L
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I don't RP much anymore, sorry.
30's | She/They | Owned
Demisexual Panromantic
PURPLE ~ L
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Color schemes I hoard:
Respectrum, Taffy, Leonine, Confectionery
Booming, Despair, Gloomy, Drachen, Miserable
Melty Kiss, Witchly, Petit Cheri, Sketchbook... Duckie
Booming, Despair, Gloomy, Drachen, Miserable
Melty Kiss, Witchly, Petit Cheri, Sketchbook... Duckie
《My Store》
I don't RP much anymore, sorry.
30's | She/They | Owned
Demisexual Panromantic
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