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In my dreams I see this boy. The boy I met on gaia. The most awesomest guy on the planet!!! He is nearly like me in every possible way. In some ways we oppisote each other but thats okay, its like a balance. Hes my love, my life, my world! Everything I ever wanted in a person. I always felt I would be alone and when I asked him if he thought the same he said yes. I feel that possibly...things are different with them then ever before. He inspires me and fills me with so much love its hard for me to be sad even in those sad moments. He makes life better for me.

My friends seem to love him so far. I feel its like a family but some of them think me and him are the parents. xd Its funny that way I suppose. But he has done more for me then anyone else as I have done for him.

When I sleep I think of him, I hear a song all the time in my head when I sleep. Even when dreaming I think of him. This has never happened to me before. He treats me like I always wanted to be treated.

My greatest fears are to be left...the past has left me scars from people promising they would stay but they never did. They either hurt me bad and I had to leave or they left. I feel that he is the one for me as he does feel the same. I don't want the past to get in the way for how I feel about him. He means so much to me!


I will love him eternally like never before. Matt...know this like never before, my life, my heart...are now yours!!! heart heart heart