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Thats it.........I think most of my depression is from my mom!

1. Shes a slut!
2. Shes Dependant!
3. Shes never helps me up, shes just puts me down!
4. No matter what I do theres always something else that she gets pissed of about!
5. She yells and knows I hate it!
6. She knows I am very ******** up and she ignores it
7. Even when I started reading, she got pissed that it wasn't "School Material"
8. She doesn't like the fact that I wear all black
9. She doesn't take me seriously at all
10. She believes that SHE has the power in the house.....when in reality its me...
11. She goes out A LOT!
12. She never helps me with anything, not even with school work when I need it the most
13. I can't tell her anything at all or she gets bitchy
14. She obviously cares more about her BF Brien....then us

Honestly I think shes gonna make me go insane and lose it >_@

You know.....I could go on but shes just ******** a lowlife to me, I don't even wanna call her Mom anymore! I will just call her Monica from now on....

If I die, I will not mention her at all! stressed sweatdrop






Maybe I should talk about what happened....

Yesturday morning I didn't know it was daylight savings time so I woke up at the exact time school started....so I didn't go knowing how late I would be...
When Monica got home I assumed she would be smart enough to check her message from the school saying I had missed a day....but she didn't so we went to sleep...

Monica pushes my back telling me "Hey! Get Up! Why Didn't you tell me you didn't go to school?"
Me: "You should have checked the messages"
She walks out of the room, then I get up and start getting dressed. Then she comes back in after and grabs Resident Evil 4 (a game we rented 2 days b4) and said "That really pissed me off, you didn't go to school cause you didn't feel like it!" Then she stormed out.
I didn't care much about the game but shes says as punishment I have to clean the whole house..... and I am not aloud to play Resident Evil 4....I don't care that much about the game but I am guess that she is using this opportunity to use me to clean the whole house so everyone else doesn't have too.
Well I didn't talk to her the whole way to school but I know when I get home shes gunna yell at me some more...

This sucks crying and my stupid heart beating, nothing is cheering me up... not even talking to Anna crying Not even her "I love you"'s gonk crying

*is still crying*