Last night I had such a strange dream.
In the dream, Jordan and I were getting married. We were in this huge house and I was in a room getting ready. I had the prettiest wedding dress on, and my hair and makeup were being done by other people. I remember leaving the room to look around and becoming so lost. I found my way back, but I ran into Jordan. I told him it was bad luck for him to see me before the wedding.
We were still only 14 in the dream, so getting married was confusing. He wanted to marry me because that is the only way he could keep me here in this town, since I'm moving soon. He wasn't marrying me because he liked me.
A few days after the wedding I was walking and talking to Taylor. I was telling him that I had to get my health better soon. He asked me why I cared so much about my health all of the sudden and I told him it was because I had to carry this baby in me, and I wanted it to be healthy. He got really confused and asked who's baby. I said Jordan's baby, and he looked at me strange. I told him that Jordan and I were married, and for some reason that shocked him. He hadn't known. I could tell he was a little unhappy, too.
The strangest thing is, the whole time Taylor and I were walking and talking, we were walking across the campus of my elementary school. We saw some little kids, but we were just passing through. I was looking at all my old classes and remembering when I was little, but looking at what it will be like for my child.
This dream is so strange! I don't understand it at all. One, I don't like Jordan. Two, Taylor is the one I like. I'm so confused!
 MamaKoi2013 · Mon Mar 12, 2007 @ 05:13pm · 0 Comments |
