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I guess I really have to get over the loss of my last boyfriend. It was really hard to take in that he wasn't going to come back to me and its not that I am sad about it now, its just that I have this new feeling and it will take time for it to settle in. On the other notes of things, I seem to have someone else of interest whom looks extreamly attractive! The feeling I feel for him is a small spark but I think that It can work out in time. I feel that he loves me for me, that I mean alot to him just as he has told me so.

He means alot to me to even though we started off as friends. I do find it akward for me but I want to be with him now because I feel its the right choice and I want to give the love a chance and possibly unlike the others this will not fail. I guess maybe thats wishful thinking but his feelings seem to be so real to me and he wanted to be with me straight off anyway cuz he fell for me but I was already with somebody. He does mean alot to me for what he has done over my loss and I think I can love him like he loves me if it keeps going the way we have it planned.

I hope to love him very much and we be happy together. ^^