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And I know, no matter how much I try, I can’t bring you back my dear Amelia, you are as cold as the rain that hurts my chest and kills me slowly, Oh those vulgar, monsters, they don’t ever deserve to be called humans! They take you away from me, with our child, oh my dear loved child, these silent nights without you crying for your mother, gone too, oh the darkness of the night without a single candle, all broken and wasted. How does God expect me to live like this? Why did you do this? You are no God to take away a life you just had given to this world, just a bud that withered away in the darkness and cruelty of the winter, I condemn you God! You don’t deserve to rule this world! You are just a mere monster! Playing with your puppets and deciding when you want to cut the strings and break them to pieces! If a God like you has become this powerful, then I shall make a new world! A world where nothing like this has to happen again, not ever again…my dearest I hope that you can forgive me one day, because today I shall leave all humanity left in me behind and become a “God”…goodbye my beloved Amelia, and goodbye my dearest Lidia… my little precious one..

Wilhem Baurh



















Edit: The fact of Lidia's death is still uknow.