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I can honestly say that I have been to hell and back. . . emo

Wednesday:
My mom asks me to get people to pack the truck, since she's moving to Pennsylvania. that's all I'm gonna say about that, cept the fact that two separate groups of friends of mine apparently got along quite well mrgreen

Thursday:
This has to be, by far, the WORST day ever. . .nvm. . .wait until you read the next day. you'll love it. anyway, as I was saying. . .today, this is when Me, Ashley, and a few of my friends were supposed to go see an advance screening of "Zodiac", which is apparently, and obviously, a movie about the Zodiac killer. Guess what?! We can't see it! My mom winds up dislocating her shoulder because she didn't have anyone hold the dog and the dog escaped from the car all because she was in a hurry to leave the state to get to her "beloved" Pennsylvania. Anyway, I keep trying to find out what the deal is with that, calling everyone to find out what's going on, only getting bits and pieces. Mom gets discharged from the emergency room. no one tells me. I wind up losing my ******** JOB all because I have to drive her to Pennsylvania. Me losing my job? wasn't my fault. It's the JOB's lame-a** fault all because they only wanted me for maybe a week or so. I KNOW it. stare but yeah. I'm so glad that Ashley and my friends were their to comfort me emo Definitely Ashley. Through all of that, she stood so strong just to comfort me, to make me feel better. she shouldered all of that. . .I really didn't want her to see that side of me. . .it's something I don't like to show too many people. but hey, she's my girlfriend. of all people, she has the right to know, right? I love Ashley so much, and I don't know where I'd be right now without her.

FRIDAY!!! *echoes*
I have to drive to Pennsylvania today! but first! I get the honor of dropping my beloved dog to the Humane Society. I loved that dog and my mom made me get rid of it all because she didn't want to take her with her to PA. gonk anyway, yeah. I don't like driving anymore. I hate it. and I think once I get back to South Carolina, and I KNOW that I will, because I'm going to make sure of it, I'm probably not going to talk to many people in my family for a good while, if any.

I'll update more later. . .I'm exhausted. . .and I need at least a year's worth of sleep now. . . stare crying emo night all, and Ashley, I love you so much heart