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I have to say that the love I do share with everyone is great and the love they give back is also a greater gift then anyone could ever give me. A time has come to change as the great event of the love may have or will break apart but I stand by my promise to never let go of it. I still have hope that it will return at least to a final part where a little of it was how it was before it happened. I guess running away isn't the answer, it never is and yet we all continue to think its the right thing. I have tried my best to help others and be successful in doing that. I have nearly risked what I have to give to another person. Yet people continue to go on with out realizing how much I do. They know I am great and see me as they need me. I have always said someone needs someone and I suppose that is true.

The ones that guide me in life are not human, the ones that are human are blessed with the wisdom of the ages. But it has come to my attention from one of my guides that we all must make choices in life we may not want to and it is not only my right but my choice to move on from sadness as everyone else should. Even though it is hard for me to do this it will happen in time as it is meant to. As for love, I will continue to love the man I fell deeply in love with but with out the other person that was there before...it will never be the same. I believe she hates me because she feels I tried to take something dear away from her which isn't true at all. They both have done me great good and no matter what happens I will continue to love, for the rest of it all, only the future will bring new answers.