if your in the woman at the well guild, then you have seen me type this before.
HI! My name is Danielle (forgiven92) And Ima former cutter. I had cut for about 5years. I had gone to the hospital twice and I had almost died both times. But God was there for me the whole time and he knew I was going to make it through. The last time I got out of the hospital my mother had made me go to a youth camp. So I went and there is when I accepted Christ into my heart. After I had returned home from camp i stopped for a long while, but then my life went nuts. My mother and my siblings and I had been moving from shelter to shelter running from my mothers abusive boyfriends. Me and my mom werent getting along well either. So we decided for me to move to Texas with my step dad. So I moved there and later while I was there my friend got me into drinking. I only drank a couple times , but that made me start cutting again. I felt alone inside. Then my mom thought I should move back. She didnt know about the drinking. So I moved back with her. I was still cutting. And I realized when I had "accepted christ" I was only doing it to fit in. So my mom started looking for a chruch for me and she found one! This church has helped with alot of stuff! I reaccepted Christ and I actually ment it this time! And ever since I accepted Christ for real i havent cut! Satan has tried to temp me but I just pray for God to get rid of that temptaion cause I know that I can go to God instead of the razors. My advise to all you cutters out there is to instead of using a razor, knife, etc. use an ice cube. I know your probably thinking "what!??! an icecube?" lol but its actually alot better for you. Here is how to use an icecube! You take an icecube and you sqweeze it in your hand. Thats it! It hurts ,but it doesnt hurt you....get it? lol This helped me stop also. Well If you need anyone to talk to I am here for you and so is God! So I will talk to you guys L8er!!! I luv yall! God Bless! heart biggrin
forgiven592 · Thu Mar 01, 2007 @ 12:05am · 0 Comments |