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what am i supposed to do now? i have a chance to go back to the camp i was at 2 summers ago, but i was obsessed with this girl... rose (in my profile, leaning over listening to music, bottom) she hated me, and i tried to do everything for her.... but we started talking over the phone when 2 weeks after i "left" camp, which was when she got home from camp.

i promised to make her 16th birthday everything her life handn't been, and i would mail her some jewlery or somehting..... i care about hr a whole lot... but i forgot to send her the stuff..... but i cant find the stuff i wanted to send her.... maybe the box got thrown out accidentally.... anywho,

the problems lie here

1) if i go back, will she hate it? she almost left half way through the first year, and left half way the second.... will she come back?

2) if i go there, will she hate me? after all, i did break my promises... although I didnt mean to.... will anything change? will im sorry be enough? what can i do? it will be a repeat, and i dont want that for either of us.

3) If she isn't there, I will be drowned in my own sorrow... i just want to see her once more and i would be happy...



can someone help me? what can i do.....