i reread tons of letters from ninth grade today. my god... it brought back memories of when i used to have desire to hang out with friends (way more than now anyway). i had a personality and i had more energy. then i look at the shell of a self i am now and think what the hell happened? things i used to love annoy the hell out of me now when i see them being done by others. is this what growing up is about? changing so fast you don't even realize it? well jesus christ! it also brought back memories i wish didn't surface. *coughdustincough* adam coming to rescue me from the insanity i felt creeping up on me -_-; that was a good thing though. i am not a big fan of looking back......... i like to believe what's done is done. the past is gone and whatnot. but isn't it insane how that person keeps a diary? rofl
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