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i sit here wondering, what is the point, why, how, i dont care, i dont need to go on but why, theres someting holding me back, to move forward, not to look back, not to regreat, not to remember the good or the bad, no motivation, no forward momentum, and yet i move on, going by when i can accomplish more, when i can go farther then any other, so then why, if im not going to do what i can then what should i do, stay back and die, NO, there is so much to live for but im not going for it, just standing back and follow the flow like every other person where im nothing special, and when i try, i try only to fail, stepping back on the step i took forward to return to nothing, yet i go on, like there is no a care in the word, as if i dont think and i have no future, there is nothing to stand on to reach the top, and if there is, theres no foundation to let it stand, i live on ground level, nothin less and nothing more, like i dont exist only to tell others about this posibillity that there is a chance, that im here to help, even if it hurts me the most, i believe in the best and i will move on this legacy to no do what is right, to do what is best, or to do only for self intentions, but to do to open not only a door but a path for life for others. seriousness takes control of all others, but can you take control of it, loss, love, and life, live those words to one that will take its place.