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every time some thing goes wrong you do this!you lied to me twice and hurt me once .i don't think that i can trust you anymore .you told me that u were dead ,and didn't think of the consequence's .do you have any idea of what that PM did to me .ill tell you it bought back all of my bad memories .did you know that every night i fall asleep crying? i don't think so .ill tell you why .i met my great grandmother and i was real close to her ,she died while i was in new york when i was 6.my grandfather got shot three times when i was 7 and almost died .my grandmother got bit by my dog in critical places and almost died too ,i was only 8.the dog that bit my grandmother was one of my favorites and his name was Caliman ,my uncle killed him and even thought it almost cost my grandmother her life i still loved him .my little sister almost died when she was 3 because of a pulmonary disease .and my mom almost died giving birth to me ,and also almost died when i was 10 because she was so depressed that it put her in danger and she was seriously dieing .and then you send me that PM it seriously didn't help .i thought "no not again!why does this happen to me?please no!".thank you for making me feel horrible again Bryan. crying