As I recline cmportably back in my chair and stare out the foggy window a feeling of content washes over me. At last I was myself again,the monster which had lurked inside me had been vanquished. I was at last free from my sins. My eyes wandered over to the face of the person that had helped rid me of my pain and suffering. Our eyes meet and we both smaile in silent understanding.His gentle eyes, once clouded by hate, rested on me causing my face to reden with embarrassment. We had both overcome our sins. For the first time in along time I felt complete, i felt free. Marius walks over to me and sits on the arm of my chair, wrapping his arms protectively around my shoulders. "I love you Arabella." he wispers softly in my ear. "I love you too" I wisper back clinging tightly to him.
It was a strange feeling...being this comportable....something I felt was about to go wrong. It had been so long since a smile could come across my face and it actually be true. I knew hat it had been awhile for Marius as well. We had both uffered greatly for our flaws but now it was over...or so it felt. But could we really be happy now? Thinking back to al of the heartache,pain,suffering,insanity,jelousy, and wanting, i wonder if it was really worth it. But once I look up into his gleaming blue eyes I know it was.
But unfortunatly our story was not over...it was barely beggining.
Yes I know it's short and sucks but it is an personification of what i ma feeling right now. Everything is going so smoothly something has to go wrong soon...and I think it did tonight. PLS FORGIVE ME MATT!!! I'm sorry for my past and all that I have done I just want to be happy...and Matt you make me happy so pls don't leave my life right now...I luv you and need you..you are my Marius...I'm sorry..can you ver forgive me? And can you ever love me again?
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My Adventures In Wonderland
“When you're taught to love everyone, to love your enemies, then what value does that place on love?”
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it didnt suck it was good (that acculy means sumthing if i say it since not many storys i like) yep scary huh? ive read 10 books in the past week XD