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I just wanna drop out of life Right now I hate everything. I hate that I can't be around my boyfriend. Ever. I hate that I live in a world practically ruled by Christians. I hate that I have to sit by one of those Christians. I hate that I don't fit in anywhere. I don't fit in with the D&D people, I don't fit in with the Drama people, I don't fit in with my friends' friends. I hate that I don't have any talents. I hate that I don't know what my orientation is. I hate that I'm ugly. And stupid. And poor. And that my mom's a b***h. I hate the way I view life. And how I take people's actions the wrong way. And what I hate most is that I don't have the motivation to change any of it.

Posted by: beccamon Thu Feb 01, 2007 @ 01:28am

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Uranium Noodles
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Fri Feb 02, 2007 @ 02:44am

I know you are trying to make a serious expression here but...

Hate is a freakin' Weapon we use to kill, it separates us from the always happy weaklings and it drives us to defy the odds. No, you don't need a motivation, you have hatred(*it is more than enough to motivate.)

I hated my Jesuit(*Christian Organization) School, and I couldn't transfer to any school...still I continued and hell I showed them and their students how they suck. I have no friends in this school and I cursed everything in it.

Its too late to drop out now, we are inside it already. Maybe we should share the hell in life to others, you know, do them the favor. twisted

beccamon
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Fri Feb 02, 2007 @ 10:49pm

Yeah... see... you use words together that I don't understand.
Everything you just said... WHOOSH. All over my head.
All I got was... happiness makes you weak?
And you go to a school full of Jesus-freaks.
I feel great sympathy for you, man.
I really do.

Benny_killer
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Sat Feb 03, 2007 @ 02:25am

NO DROPING OUT OF LIFE FOR YOU!!!!!
who would I poke?
**pokes Becca**
heart domokun

Uranium Noodles
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Sun Feb 04, 2007 @ 11:34am

It's common to me if people have a difficulty understanding my sense. That's just how retarded I am, as my classmates used to say.

You stop it with the drop thing, okay?

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