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School was a bore so forget about it!
But after school I saw Jiovanni (still can't spell his name right) and Didn't notice it was him till we got handed a FREE Energy drink that hadn't been in stores yet. It kinda made me think like what the hell?
Anyways the dude gave me the drink called "Howling Monkey"
and I really didn't care much about my thoughts on it so I just drank it!
It was really nasty! It also affected me less then Monster Assaults do. Anyways Jiovanni told me I shouldn't drink it or all of it because it could be still testing and we could be the rats. But slightly ignoring his concern I drank it all except atleast 5 sips or something like that and just dumped it on the dirt.
Of course the normal feelings came up, Harsh breathing, heart pumping increased and minor headaches and afew tremors came, but I don't know. Right now I feel really sick and I don't know if its the drink or what I just saw afew moments ago that will psychologically damage me for afew weeks to come gonk

Also I went to the library today and found something that might have to do with my obsessions with hugs gonk

1. I could love hugs because they make me feel loved and happy and open my heart up for a short time heart

or I could be into...

2. Frotteurism: the recurrent urges or behavior of touching or rubbing against a nonconsenting person.

I do get turned on by hugs if they are those long hugs.... gonk