Friends (continued):
Does betrayal ever stop? It's amazing how the one person whom creates the drama leaves everyone because they can't take the drama. How dense can one person be?! Then they state to everyone how I am the one at fault, when at point, they shouldn't have done that. I did nothing wrong and kept my mouth shut. I just want to send this big, nasty e-mail and saying, "You ******** up, b***h. It's not a popularity contest, but if it were, yeah, sorry, you lost. Don't blame me because your life sucks and don't drag me down with you. I love my life, just because you don't doesn't mean there is anything wrong with me. How you ever gained this "intelligence" is far beyond me. You say others act like children, at least they don't go around crying about every little thing. Boohoo. Your life is hard. Well, nobody else's either. Suck it up and stick to true events rather than your ******** stories." I'm going to be the bigger person and just whine endlessly, muttering under my breath, about what a b***h she is. It's not like anyone will listen to me since she was "so caring, so nice, so giving." People are so blind when they are bought off by others. rolleyes
2nd day of Gaia:
well, no one is really talking to me. I'm trying to be myself, but it's like trying to make friends with people whom you know nothing about and have no reason to really talk to you because you are nothing. People really seem obsessed with their dolls clothing. What's the big deal? I don't get it. I want some items, god I hate these pants, but whatever. I really want to establish myself here today. Maybe find some people to hang out with in a certain area. I feel a little old, discovering that most people here are 14 or something. I'm 21, so major difference there.
 Blue Elitrai · Mon Jan 29, 2007 @ 11:13pm · 0 Comments |
