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~Friends:
So, I lost many friends today. I had a few things to say to them, of which I didn't. I just smiled and pretended like it didn't matter. All seemed to be betraying me in one way or another. In listing (nicknames) this is my story of them:
Crazy Biotch: She was my goal at first. I wanted to be like her, I wanted to have what she had, and I wanted to be her best friend. She touches everyone around her and makes others respect her. However, I found out she lied so many times. I let it pass, but I just realized how much she did lie, manipulate others, and well, now she's gone. I thought I would feel bad when she left, but I'm not.
She who whines: I meant this girl and she seemed to cling to me in the beginning. I was always a little annoyed by her presence, but I tolerated it. Then, she became attached to crazy biotch and I was left out of the picture. Then, she betrayed me and hung out with psycho person, ignoring my side of the story. She disowned me, lied, humiliated me, then turned others against me. She just had too much going on and whined all the freaking time. Life is never that bad to complain about it 24/7, my god!
The Guy who knows not: I shall name him this for he has no knowledge of how much I really hate him, yet love his presence. Whenever I felt cynical, he was there to make me laugh. But he took things too far and he got his just desserts in the end. See, he didn't realize that everyone hated him, just accpeted him since him and crazy biotch were such close ties. He told me to be certain ways, lied to my face, then tried to get me on his side when he thought I held something over him. He was a jerk, plain and simple. I just wish he could get over himself, because he really can be a cool guy. But his ego is just too much for any person to tolerate.
Psycho person: This b***h has been the annoyance of every human being imaginable. Why, oh heaven's why did I ever befriend her? I needed someone to take notes for me in class, not become my best friend, but whatever. I went along and got retribution just being associated with her. People would look at me and go, "Why are you friends with her? She's annoying and... ew!" I mean, no one really liked her nor had the decency to tell her how much they hated her. She thinks she's so popular and it got to her head. She started telling me what to do, so I broke off the friendship. She threatened to kill herself, so I said I would be her friend. Then, guess what, continued to boss me around. Finally, I couldn't take it, so I told her to F*** off! She got mad and spread all these rumors about me. I told She who whines, but she had been bought off by psycho person (as had Crazy Biotch). I just ignore her, but she tries and does stuff that would get my attention, of which I ignore. Her loss, may she burn in hell.
New Friends:
I got a new neighbor, a year younger than myself, maybe 2 years, actually. She seems really sweet. I really love her and hope we can become fast friends. She would make my life so much more bearable since I'm in a new location. We have so much in common and she is the type of person I just want to hang out with. Plus, her house, s**c AND SPAN. I would marry this woman if I could.
Gaia:
The start. I want to start somewhere new and see how things go. It will depend if I go back to old habits. I just have so much to do and so much junk going on, I don't want it here.
I just want drama left out the window. I want it gone out of my life. Can this place do that for me? I want to feel like I am innocent, where I have no idea what is going on, or what I want to do. I need freedom here. I really do. I hope to gain it.
If anyone gets in my way, I shall beat you up and hunt you down. This place is my haven. I will not have anyone ruin it, ever!
 Blue Elitrai · Mon Jan 29, 2007 @ 09:05am · 0 Comments |
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