Dont bother reading or commenting
I just need a vent and nobody's online
And dont worry about me, I'll be okay. I'm sure most of you arent even going to bother reading this but that's not the point.. I'll be okay after I get some steam out..
I ******** hate it here. All that assgole ******** does is ******** just poke at me. its like. i dont know... he does everything he can to piss me off because he knows it'll get a rise out of me, and then i get in trouble for being disrespectful. its focking ******** up and i ******** hate him.
i wish he'd drive off a ******** cliff on his way to work tomorrow.
i;ve gotten to the point where i just want to leave this place. but i dont ewant to.. I have my mom, and Ethan.. And.. Its not fair. I tried to be happy, I really did. Ethan has just been so amazing for me. But... what id i scare him off with my 'grumpy ******** attitude' as some would put it?
i dont want to lose him, or my friends. im ******** pissed off. things are good. and then it just ends. wht? why does it ******** have to end?
i guess i just bring it on myself. i expect bad things, and create them maybe. or just... like... ihgs might not be as bad as I think they are.
im so scared...
ad im so mad at him.
i feel so fat. i feel so ******** fat right now, and i just feel like im not good enough to be part of his family. hes not even real. hes just some fake stand-in father who ******** sucks at life. i hate him and i hate how he makes me feel about myself.
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