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I hate her for destroying me.
Hate her for going ballistic
Hate her for all the screaming and crying
and for making me feel like I'm the worst daughter in the world.

I hate her for being so controlling
I hate her for being so melodramatic
Hate her for fighting with Dad all the time
And for never once admitting in her whole entire life that anything could ever possbily be her fault,

I hate her for spending her time on the computer all day
I hate her for being a hypocrite
For wanting, "The best for you"
When she's talking about herself.

I hate her for not ever talking to me
I hate her for not ever listening to me
And I hate her for not being more like Neidi or Sarah's mom.

I HATE her.
But I hate hating her.
I hate it.