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I had a good, day, whell, at karate,,.. i had fun with dan,
He kept making me laugh blaugh 3nodding

But when i got home, i wanted to draw, so fro 1hr , i drew a picture, and my came into my room, but she was mad , i had no clue why...
And took, my picture and ripped it into pieces.. cry confused cry
I didn't kno what just happen, and then my mom starts to yell, and say "Ashley, why dont u make something of urself and do somthing, not waste ur life, and then threw the pieces of the picture to the ground....
I felt horrible, and i wanted to die, ,
I still feel useless, and i kno , i cant stay this way, because there is a reason, why, i am still living, and i will figure it out,, soo i gonna try to ingore, my mom's coments,, but, since she is my mom, i hurts me alot,


then for the rest of the night, i read my manga,, confused