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Seen but ignored, Whenever shes around.
Loved but overlooked, Whenever shes around.
Feeling hated, time to walk away.
Sitting alone in the seat of shame.
Sudden arms around me, A calming voice entering my ears.
Smile on your face, shes not around.
Just me & you this time, in this place.
Say you love me, Though whats its matter?
Your not mine, So what does this mean?
You say your thinking about breaking it off, yet you already have alot on your plate.
Yea, you love me, (I can say that too) but would your feelings for her change?
Stop juggleing us in torment.
Her or me you need to choose, yes one of us youll lose.
Im sorry wont cut it this time.
My heart breaks everytime i see her.
Im tired of this.
I love you so much it hurts & im willing to take the pain (but how much longer?)
Is it selfish to want you for myself?
To hold you so close our hearts beat as one.
To kiss you so long, forever isint enough.
To touch you & have you melt in my arms.
So tell me, am I selfish?
I give you your space.
I'll give you some time.
Please, figure out an answer, reach into the depths of your mind.
Pull from the bottom of your heart.
I'll be waiting, yet anxiously.
Will you be mine?