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I don't know anymore. I'm so confused with myself
But, I guess, basically -
My boyfriend
my friends
my brothers
my family
my life
my school
my appearance

Lol, you didn't do anything. Just the fact that I lack friends at school to hang out with, and even if I try to hang out with anyone, I'm always that person on the outside.
Right now he's not talking to me much, and I don't think he likes me anymore, but I guess that's just because he's sick or something. But it also sucks that we never get to see each other. Whenever I go to Bangor (the only place we COULD meet) he can't go, and whenever he goes (which is basically every weekend I don't go) I don't know about it so I can't go. It makes me feel like he doesn't really want to see me, even though he tells me he really does (though it wouldn't be the first time a guy lied to me... or the last probably.)

Becca, snap out of it! Your a wondeful person!!!