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Today I actually have quite a bit to say. It was new years day yesterday and I felt really alone. I don't like most of the people who I have to hang around (such as my father *Who is extremely strict* and now I have a lot of college work to get done. The only thing really holding me up is the prospect that tommorow could be different. I hold onto that like I would die otherwise.

Most people at school see me as a great kid. Funny, popular ... I won't say good looking because I don't really think so, but I've been told I am. I became funny just to cover that up.

Anyway, I was with my family and I was drawing and all I wanted to do was be left alone to wallow in my own misery for a bit. I was drawing a picture of a girl and I needed to be depressed to get the right look in the sketch for her. Then I thought about my ex-, the one I had in New York. Loree. Damn I miss her. It stil hurts the way she left me and I only wish I could find someone like her.

I think I'm actually going to start posting my pictures on here. And on my Katana account too.

Comment if you care to.