You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time.
You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken.
You'll fight with your best friend.
You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.
You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love.
So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.
Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.'
-Calista Tjazerua
My Poetry
(this is the song i'll sing my children before they go to sleep, if i have kids that is, lol. It is my mother's tradition to sing to her kids, and it's normally silent night, but this seems more interesting.)
Come close
Don't worry about the pain.
The storm will soon end,
it's only ran.
don't speak,
just listen,
to the song of the world,
to the song of the trees.
You'll soon grow to be unique,
in your own special way.
Relax, rest your hea
your time will soon come,
to where you can stand,
and lift youself high...
Walking Alone
i'm just a little girl,
walking alone in the world.
my brother is gone,
he won't return.
hopefully i can relax,
maybe my soul will calm.
it doesn't seem likely,
the storm won't end
i'm broken,
still trying.
i'm dying inside,
i'm all alone.
i'm in pain,
i'm drowning in the rain;
the rain of my tears.
Everything's okay
I'm so sick of lying,
I'm so sick of dying,
When you ask me if everything's okay.
It's obviously not,
I'm sure you've noticed.
I'm in pain a lot.
There's no sense in crying,
In seeing our love dying.
I'll always love you,
No matter what.
Please have a good life,
And never forget me.
No one
No one is ever there.
No one really ever cares.
It's really hard,
To take charge;
To stand up for what you believe in.
There's no point in waiting for someone to come for me.
Every breath I take,
Is just another mistake.
No one will ever know,
Because the darkness inside me grows and grows.
It's silent as it creeps,
Watching you better keep.
There's no way of knowing,
If it's growing or slowing.
It doesn't really matter,
If no one cares.
Something More? Or Just Consequences?
I want to fly away,
Where the moon meets the sun,
Because I know I'll be happy there.
I love my life,
I love my heart,
But something's just missing.
I feel there's something more,
Than what I'm used to seeing.
Something hidden, something secret.
I can never show my fears,
In fear that someone will think of me differently.
All I can do is show tears,
Show them when nobody is looking.
I'm afraid,
I'll gladly admitt it.
This feeling of something hidden,
Is something I yearn to unlock,
Yet am too afraid of the consequences,
Good or bad.
Flying Without Wings
I'm falling from the sky,
Trying to fly.
My broken heart can't take it,
The fact of leaving you behind.
I was running away,
Leaving you there to die.
If I hadn't what would be happening?
What would be different?
As I'm falling,
I reach my hands out to see if you'll catch me,
But then it hits me...
You aren't there.
Crystal tears began falling from my face,
My wings shattering.
At first they were broken,
and now tearing away,
Just like my heart.
I'm flying without wings.
I'm Still Waiting (The Siren's Song)
I lay awake
To find no one's there.
There's plenty of cake,
But with no one to share.
I'm still waiting,
As my heart grows evil and taint.
I'm still waiting,
For the one who can purify my broken heart.
Torn in two,
Hit by a few poison darts.
Loved by no one,
Cared about by all,
Yet, it's always I...
That takes the fall.
I'm at fault,
For you don't love me.
All I want to do,
Is fall down and Die,
Because that's what you did.
You gave up on me,
You gave up on this world,
You decided to end it all,
End all the pain and suffering.
I stood and watched you,
As you placed yourself out of misery.
The least you could have done,
Was Tell me that you loved me, and taken me away....
With you.
But no...There was something else you said.
'There's someone better for you, than I could ever be.'
Those words run through my head,
As the tears run down my cheeks.
Why?
Why did you have to leave?
My heart won't stop pounding,
The tears have all dried,
Because I cried and cried,
Until I couldn't anymore.
And here's my last request to you,
For I know there was another you cared for.
Comfort her, love her.
Like you never could before.
Hold her, cry for her,
So she will never be alone.
I'll be fine,
I'll be okay,
Because I sing my song,
For I am the Siren,
Singing oh so sadly,
Because she's all alone.
I can take the misery,
I can take the pain,
Because I am the Siren,
And it's my heart that's been slain.
Saving Me
A meadow is where I'll be,
When you come to find me.
With grass so tall,
Roses in bloom,
And the scent of Winter and Spring combined,
With soft snow trickling down from the blue, sunny sky.
Half of the roses are black,
Half white,
Made into a yin and yang symbol.[
Surrounding it are thousands of thorns,
with blood red roses blooming on them.
There are no birds,
That sing lovely little love songs,
There are no crickets,
Chirping their song with the wind,
There is no life here...
Except me.
Will you be my savior?
Or will you be my downfall?
But in order to be near me,
You have to love me and set my soul free.
Nobody has tried,
They all gave up,
So, now my question is...
Will you save me?
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