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Pain...Torture...Hatred.
Sorry, I haven't added a new part to the story in a while. Now..here's a confession. Not about me, but my devil like parents. Let's take this seriously. It's all true no lies at all. Who cleans the bathroom every week for no benifits at all??? Who cleans the whole damn house for nothing? Not a cent given away to the person who did it. And can you guess who??? ME. I do everything. And when i make one stupid mistake, I get beaten, pound, bruised, and half killed. My emotions are always locked inside my heart, which is covered in thorns. The only people who can help are like my best friends. And...>> My boyfriend. Let's face it, i'm in both emotional pain and psyhical pain. If someone wants to help me, please do. I really need all the help I can. I tried suicide once, I failed, and then I learned that my life could be better than this. And I tried, but I fail each day. Haru helped me see what's true about myself. I'm not just a useless living being. I'm a human with a soul, emotions that can help everyone else. And Dark Devil Angel, thanks, okies? Even though you don't say much, just me talking to you really helps. Well...here's some more about my parents. They cheat on me, lie, harass, abuse. And that's not all. Being told you're useless and not needed, just an irritating creature everyday hurts. A LOT. It really does, hurt. Even though, I hold it all in, someday I'll probably explode again, just like the time I tried suicide. I'll end this post now. It's all you need to know at the moment. And, I will remember to put up at least one more part to the yaoi story I'm working on.
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