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Is hope the right thing?
Should I pretend it does not exist
within a world like this?

Should I let go of love,
when I feel it down in my bones
that I belong with them?

Is hope the right thing?
Should I hang onto
a person that might never want me?
Should I move on with life,
and realize that I lost a person
that was oh so important to me?

I felt like crying,
like killing the person that
I'm more than jealous over
But can't bring myself to do it
because I know it would hurt them
and I don't want to ever hurt them

Is hope the right thing?
Should I stay off on the sidelines
and pretend that I don't exist?
Or, should I decide to move on
and not dwell on something like this?

I want to rip my heart out
if I thought it would help
But since I don't think it would
I dont' think that I will

Is hope the right thing?
Should I stay, or should I go?
Or should I never truly know,
how it is they feel for me?

My emotions are in shambles,
and myself is in pieces
I'm scattered,
because I no longer know
what they want from me,
and all I really know is that I want them

Is hope the right thing?
What if I get used,
or become a rebound?
What if I find out that being like this--
this selfish--
is the cause of my problems?

I want to be with them
becase this blood flows in my veins
and it feels like a ice
and I know that it is love
and it scares me slightly.
I want to feel everything that comes with this feeling,
but I fear what those emotions are
and I realize now,
that I would allow for this to happen

Is hope the right thing?
Should I hope for a second chance?
Or a change of heart?
Or should I finally move on?
Only time will tell

If you must break me,
do it fast,
because this love that I have
is going to last,
but I don't want to yearn
and plead for my second chance
if you do not believe
that it could work.

Is hope the right thing?
Should I hope for the second chance
if I beg and plead and hope?
Should I believe that there is even
a slim state of mind
that might allow for my second chance?

I love you, and know that
I love you with all my heart
and that you own my soul
I never want you to leave,
and I want to stay with you forever.
I want to know happiness with you
and no one else,
so I ask you

Is the hope for a second chance the right thing to wait for?