Kaseo-kun doesn't like me anymore, I don't think he even wants to be around me anymore. He makes it sound like it's my fault, but I don't know what I did. I'm still sending him my present. Not like it's a lot, just a card I drew myself, and the Sorcerer of Dark Magic and Pyramid of Light YGO cards. I had put "And I have the best big sister in the world, BECKA-NEECHAN" on his OD, and he took it off last night. I don't even think he's getting me a present for Christmas.
And Phil's and my relationship (is that correct grammar? I have no idea, it sounds weird but it seems right.) is less-than-perfect. But I guess there's nothing like a perfect relationship... unless you're Jeiku-niichan. It's just that I'm still uncomfortable doing things with him, and I have no idea when I'll be able to see him (kinda like the last time we were going out...) And I get really jealous when he talks about someone on the TV and calls them cute, but I don't want to tell him because I'm not allowed to be jealous, he isn't jealous when someone calls me beautiful. I guess it'd make me feel better if when he said that he reminded me (on his own) that he still thought I was cute... So I talked to Jeiku-niichan about it but he wasn't much help. He's more one of those "cry on my shoulder" people, which sucks because I CAN'T cry on his shoulder, I don't live near him. It'd be nice if I had someone like that.
And now some girl in an RP is being mean to me She's not a very nice person, but Onii-chan never does anything about it and it makes me sad.
And Phil's and my relationship (is that correct grammar? I have no idea, it sounds weird but it seems right.) is less-than-perfect. But I guess there's nothing like a perfect relationship... unless you're Jeiku-niichan. It's just that I'm still uncomfortable doing things with him, and I have no idea when I'll be able to see him (kinda like the last time we were going out...) And I get really jealous when he talks about someone on the TV and calls them cute, but I don't want to tell him because I'm not allowed to be jealous, he isn't jealous when someone calls me beautiful. I guess it'd make me feel better if when he said that he reminded me (on his own) that he still thought I was cute... So I talked to Jeiku-niichan about it but he wasn't much help. He's more one of those "cry on my shoulder" people, which sucks because I CAN'T cry on his shoulder, I don't live near him. It'd be nice if I had someone like that.
And now some girl in an RP is being mean to me She's not a very nice person, but Onii-chan never does anything about it and it makes me sad.
